I just felt that life is getting too hard for me to manage.I don't know why,but seriously problems and difficulties are always there for me to overcome.I just hope that I could stay strong and remain calm all the time without even raising my voice.If only I could do that,sighs.Worst,when I couldn't even put out my words to sentence and explain every single thing in a very patience way.I clearly know that life's never been fair,to everyone.But luck haven't been on my side for a period of time.I want miracle to happen to me.Can problems go,and peace takes over it?

Please be here with me at this moment.I'm in need of you to hear me out,dear.I hate us arguing,quarreling over nothing.Yes,I'm at fault for dissapointing but that doesn't mean that lying,hurting you or doing anything behind your back etc.I'm here to apologise to you cause I know,I've been neglecting you.I've been very busy with my own stuffs till I actually left you aside.You gotta understand me slightly better in a way and I'm very sure that,that gonna works.

I MISS YOU.