It happened for a reason,my dear.

Things were complicated,unusual and different.I don't know why and I don't have any idea why is this happening to me or maybe us.Are we confuse?Or rather,its just me that doesn't understand what's happening.Are you trying to tell me something?Are you showing me that you still care and bother to do anything for me even though things happened?Are you hinting to me that we're just meant to be this way?This is something very confusing.Its not about feelings.Alright,am not sure about yours but definitely not mine.Besides feelings,what more could I expected from you?You told me I was at fault.All the blame was on me.You did nothing wrong.It was me who chose to do the decision.But didn't you realised that we're back to normal after we've clear things out on that particular night.After you realising your own mistakes and after you've apologised?But I was dissapointedddddddddddddddddddd with the outcome.As a result,I thought we could be back to normal but no,YOU told me the outcome is still the same and NOTHING CHANGE ANYMORE.

I want a final decision from you and that's about it.I guess?