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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Last night was miserable.I don't know why but I tend to argue so much with parents nowadays.They're not giving me the freedom.They're giving me so many curfews on so many things.They're controlling me so much till I actually went to a certain extend where I voice out my entire feelings.I told them really off.I hate them for being so unreasonable whereby I can't even use the house phone at late midnights,even on Friday(s) -weekends.Fine,I know I've been going out most of the time to meet Boyfriend but that doesn't mean that I don't have the right to use the house phone,right?I will be able to understand them if they're being reasonable enough but yesterday,I swear they're getting on my greatest nerve.Especially dad,you've shown me your darkest side.You've kill those feelings that I've been showing you for all this while.Why must you acted that way?Can't you understand me enough?I'm just a normal teenager.I need time on my own too.I need to talk to my friends.So what,if it's already late midnight?I'm not even schooling on that particular next day.My Boyfriend has a job to do,he needs to finish up his homework at a certain time before talking to me on the phone.Basically,that's my normal routine.To wait for Boyfriend to finish up his rjs,quizzes,revisions etc and to spend quality of his remainder time with me before both of us headed off to bed.Therefore,the time may be a big problem to them.Yup,its already half past 12 and I still have tomorrow to talk to him but what happens when the time for us is totally limited?We both have our own family and things to do.Doesn't that make sense too,sigh?I'm not turning on the notebook or happily surfing the net when I know that I've my limits for that.I've not being going home late(like how I used to) cause I clearly know that I've got my personal curfews and I've to obey both my parents and Boyfriend.But when it comes to "I can't even use the house phone?",that's pretty over the limits already.Why can't I?Didn't I have the right to use it?God,why can't they be very understanding towards me?I truly know where my limits are but why can't they?Labels: my so pathetic parents being so sucky last night.