LOSING TRUST. HAVING MISTAKES IN THE PAST.

Losing a trust on someone or someone losing a trust on you might be a v-big thing.On another note,by having mistakes during the past,people might only be able to forgive but TOTALLY NEVER,TO FORGET.Right at this point of time,this feelings could just grow any deeper or even worster.Life could be an easy and at the same time hard one,for me.You'll never know how long and bad will all these shits be and stay.Shits will never come to an end and shits will always remain as shits,forever.I really has no idea if I could get any stronger than this.Why is life meant to be this way?And why is it always me who gotta face all this hurdles.I just hope everthing would be easy and I could be able to handle everything on my own.Soon enough,I'm losing my strength and courage.All along,I guess,I'm just too tired to face this life.All I've been thinking of was,happiness,fun and happy times with the beloved ones.But hey,everyone would love to have that kind of life.Isn't that manageable and everything would be really easier?But for sure,that's gonna be impossible.If I were to think back,I've really regretted with my own bad deeds.Now that I've repent,how I wish if I were be able to turn back all the miserable times I had before.

To prove people wrong,I really really got to be SOMEONE BETTER IN LIFE.

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TIME SHOWNED: 0825 PM.

As you can see,I was basically a bit down as for the last few hours.I'm feeling slightly better now,I guess?As usual,I'mma really weak person when comes to the question of heart.And what's life without up's and down,yeah? ;)