you're on your way


Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Last night was bad,I must say.I hate mum and dad for being sucky towards me.Mum especially.Please,I'm adult enough and why must YOU chose treating me like a kid?I'm not that dumb.I'm sorry if I'm just gonna be too rude here but only in this way,I'll be able to release my ANGER.I would love to be a kid and I totally missed being a kid.But not in this kind of way.NEVER.Mum,I really hate to hear your naggings and all those shits every single day without failed.And dad,I guess,this is too much.I can't even read a book to kill my bored time at home.WHAT SHIT IS THIS.Tell me about it.I was freaggin' pissed and I really really hope that I could just tell them off last night.If only,I've got the courage and I guess,I'm not really a bad daughter till to that extent.And for all that reasons,I think my parents are really over-reacting.Firstly,I was shocked to see dad was yelling away at me.I mean,he rarely does that to me and I knew my dad,he'll never shout to me for NOTHING.Last night was absolutely nothing.I don't think by reading a book and receiving any INCOMING CALLS is something SO WRONG?! And that's so not reasonable,I swear!

Come on,this is my holidays.And I'm adult enough to think wisely.I know what am I suppose to do and what's not.What's so hard putting a trust on me.Like seriously,people change and not everyone chose to be bad,forever.Same for me.I've change my lifestyle now and I guess,I am waaaaaaay better now compared to the old times.First,I don't really go out EVERYDAY like how I used to lastime.I've my own limits now and I know exactly how to control myself.I don't need anyone else to control me.SERIOUSLY.Second,instead of wasting my time outside,I chose to kill my time at home.I CHOSE TO KILL MY TIME AT HOME with mum,dad and family,of corse.Even though,it's gonna be v-bored rotting.But still,I love you mum,dad for being the great one.But now,why are you people treating me this way.All those shits could be v-painful for me.I'm really sorry,if I've been really useless and for that,now I know that I'm not a good daughter,afterall.MY BAD.I don't chose to be this way plus I wouldn't want to be this way! I've tried the best of me to impress the both of you by having a good results.WHICH I DON'T THINK THAT'S ENOUGH FOR YOU PEOPLE.It's always the similar thing,over and over again.Repeating and repeating again.I told you,I'm sick of being into all this stuffs but why is it always ME who've to be in it.Life's really unfair.TO ME ESPECIALLY.


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