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Monday, December 15, 2008
I've been eating continously since the morning.OMEEEEGOSH.I find this real scary! *shivers! Is there possibilities that I'll turn fat one day?Like seriously,I guess,my cheeks are very much round and chubby now.Oh no,please.NOT MORE THAN THESE.I wouldn't want to gain anymore weight.Infact,I really need to lose some weight.Well,I guess,I should just stop myself from being pampered too much.No more eating continously and NO MORE fast/junk foods are allowed.Looks like,I've to start starving beginning from tomorrow.*POUTS!

I really hate to argue over sucha stupid stuffs.Infact,it's just about a minor incident.But from what I know,I really can't stop myself by doing so.I mean,it's FEELINGS.And you're only gonna be satiesfied if you follow what your heart says.Well,it's kinda foolish,though. :X And I wonder if I could just get rid all these childish feeling and mindset in me,damn.

Now that,I'm feeling sad.I'll be missing Boyfriend TOTAL BADLY as for this week.Just so you know,that I'll be off to Tampines on Wednesday since I'll be helping out with some stuffs over there.And for that,I won't be able to talk on the phone with Boyfriend.Deep deep sigs! I mean,I'll be happy to give him a call anytime when I'm available but I don't think I'll be talking to him that much as I'm very sure that I'll be really busy.And love,I really hope that you'll be able to occupy yourself alright?And please please remember to bring your phone wherever you've gone to.So that,I won't be worrying myself when you don't actually pick up my calls.OH BARE THAT IN MIND,BOY.^^V

Mum's been nagging again.Like always and forever she'll stay that way.I wonder why does mother's gotta sacrificed their voice and shout/nag and such yeah.Isn't their throats gonna be painful?Well,today is actually a boring day for me.I felt so dead doing nothing at home.And that's when I started to feed myself continously! I really gotta get rid this habbit in me.OH GOD.I've got so many things to get rid in me.DANG.


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