Few more days to 2009 and oh,it'll be the same
old boring routine again.GOING TO AND FRO FROM SCHOOL.-.- I really
hate myself for not having any interest to study.I'm very sure of this,I really
really got sick of studying.Believe it or not,I'm a kind of person who really
doesn't bother to study.Indeed,I'll be rushing-forcing myself only when the
examinations is around the corner.-.-" And I hate the the fact that TIME REALLY
PASSES FAST.I kept pondering why did I actually repeat another secondary 1
life.Now,I could really felt that I'm wasting my bloody years in secondary
school life.Secondary school life is so shitty,trust me.If only I didn't repeat
another secondary 1 life,I'll be free like a bird.I would have a new 2009 life
preparing myself for ITE.If only I could turn everything back.HELL YES.IF
ONLY.-.-" Well,I thought that I could be able to prove myself better if I
were to repeat another year,but sadly,the outcome is still the same.The fact is
just,I'm wasting my own time.That's how terrible my life could actually
be.

Perhaps some may wondering how I'm doing with
life.It's good,wonderful,I must say,But things can simply goes upside
down.Disastrous.I've been so shagged,'cause why,'cause I'm tired.Tired of
leading a life.Sometimes,I just wish that everything could be easy and simple as
much as I want it to be.I really hope miracles could happen one day.I'm still
grateful,as I've every each and lovables one by my side.Supporting me,giving me
courage to go on with life.Boyfriend,my pillar of strength.He's the greatest
one,that I've ever need.He's all there for me.Giving me more than enough
strength to continue leading a wonderful life.And for that,I'm very very
thankful,to have this soul with me.LOVES.